I don't want to know Go Go Go Go Are we all victims of opportunity? locked outside the door back in '83 I heard the angry voice of the man inside And saw the look of fear in my mother's eyes Mom get in the car and let's drive away She said I'm sorry Mark

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I know you, but inside I'm fucked Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch Each turn confronted with what I have done You pull me

Give me, give me a reason to believe Find the strength to maintain Search for truth, that will not change This, this is the turning point The rising of the day No fear inside This, this is the day that takes the suffering away No more wasting time In

Do you see me now? You will know my name Do you hear me now? Do you fear me now? Behind my back at my expense There's something inside me And I know it's good, I'm not evil Just misunderstood Their judging eyes watching me

And nowhere to hide I'm running from the enemy inside I'll fight for my life I think I've lost my way Because I got nowhere to run And try to survive Can't fake it anymore I swear I'll give up my fears This is the end of me

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

I cannot get up by the howling cry Just justify my longing to die, Bury me down at last, I think about it in the shadows and cry! Can scissors heal a man torn of tears, A fading I fear inside. The reaper in sheet will stand by me I'm dreaming, I'm

Now hush little baby, don't you cry Everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya Daddy's here to hold ya through the night I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why We fear how we feel inside It may seem a

Your God won't save you Underwater, there is no chance of breathing inside this vessel Blue lipped and anemic We are constantly questioning our safety So much pressure, we struggle I just want to give in Please help me To keep the waters from crashing