I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I know you, but inside I'm fucked Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch Each turn confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I loved you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I lay with you Why do I cry (try)? Why do I really (fucking) need to? Why Fuck you, bitch! Need to fuck Slut