Lies and deceiving is what I'm believing Up to my knees so hard to breathe It helps that you aren't there Can't figure out what's the right thing for me Guess I'll have to wait and see So understanding but so far from the truth It's what I have to live with It's not all I wanted to be It's not all I wanted to see I can't keep on leading I've left what I'm leaving Guess that's just what I believe Consciously taking and overly faking I can't believe all the things that you're saying Seems all so simple it's all up to you Time after time You lost what you couldn't find It's what you could It's only what you could Don't take not what you could But I know what's up