I feel nervous in a way that can't be named I dreamt last night of a sign that read, "the end of love" And I remember thinking Even in my dreaming it was a good line for a song We're a family pulled from the flood You tore the floorboards up And let the river rush in Not wash away, wash away We were reaching in the dark That summer in New York And it was so far to fall? But it didn't hurt at all And let it wash away, wash away And in a moment of joy and fury I threw myself In the balcony like my grandmother so many years before me I've always been in love with you Could you tell it from the moment that I met you? And we're a family pulled from the flood You tore the floorboards up And let the river rush in Not wash away, wash away We were reaching in the dark (wash away) That summer in New York (wash away) And was it so far to fall? (wash away) You said it didn't hurt at all And let it wash away, wash away And Joshua came down from the mountain With a tablet in his hands Told me that he loved me, yeah And then ghosted me again We were reaching in the dark That summer in New York And it was so far to fall But it didn't hurt at all I let it wash away, wash away Reaching in the dark (wash away) That summer in New York (wash away) And was it so far to fall? (wash away) Said it didn't hurt at all And let it wash away, wash away