Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home I fuckin' swear that I care But its hard when you stare Into the bottom of a bottle That is empty and bare All my desolate soul In my desolate home It's my desolate role Yeah I'm here all alone I can't think of a reason To get the fuck out of bed Curtains closed, lights are off Am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week I always slur when I speak Tolerance at its peak Another fit just to sleep Oh woe is me woe is me I guess I need love Hoes ya see hoes ya see I'm just in a rut And I swear I'm tryin' baby please Baby don't leave God-damn I'm a fuck-up But I guess that's just me So I sit in my room And I'll cry in my bed Thinkin' about all the shit That made me wrong in my head I keep tryin' to climb But it seems so steep Pour myself a fuckin' whisky And go back to sleep, bitch Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home I watch my momma cry She says 'baby why?' I say 'baby died, Baby's gone like a suicide' I don't think you'll see him soon, mom Stay out my room, mom Tell daddy that I hate That mother fucker like you, mom I sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan These beers keep gettin' warmer Every time that I hold her I pour this out for you Like a partner in crime It's part of the times When you're sick in the mind Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick I'm so sick of this shit Yeah I'm lit, oh so lit I'm so fucked up off it So I stumble around Til I stumble fall down To this puddle of my tears Layin' here on the ground When you've got nothing left You've got nothing left to lose With my last left single breath I'll still be singing to you So when you bury me man You better bury me deep And sing along to this song Because you're broken like me Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong I was wrong all along And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong I was wrong all along Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets For too long now I've got nothing that's true But this song now But the further I go I wanna go home