Smoke in my lungs, liquor in my veins Fear in my eyes, panic in the way I don't think I'll make it out, make it through the day Clench my teeth and close my eyes, just make this go away Oh it's tearing me apart, all this pain inside Liquor in my veins, panic on my mind Tearing me apart, all this pain inside Searching for the peace I will never find Oh it's tearing me apart Tearing me apart I've got these chains around my feet And they're dragging me to hell The embers set my chest alight A feeling I know all too well I'm in the mouth of the wolf now, I can hear the words they say But I'm feeling oh so far I feel so far away Oh it's tearing me apart, all this pain inside Liquor in my veins, panic on my mind Tearing me apart, all this pain inside Searching for the peace I will never find The panic's stealing all my breath Death is calling out my name He knows I'm not afraid of dying He knows to me it's all the same But there is so much on the line I have to find a better way I have to find my own redemption Fight the urge to drift away I have to hold you in my heart So I can live another day Oh it's tearing me apart, all this pain inside Liquor in my veins, panic on my mind Tearing me apart, all this pain inside Searching for the peace I will never find Tearing me apart Oh it's tearing me apart Tearing me apart Oh it's tearing me apart Tearing me apart