For all the times you left me bleeding Clouded, weakened by the haze Cut of my pride, enough to forgive Reconcile, back to square nothing It seems I lost my direction Don't have the strength to let it slip Have no desire for the shore Just let me play here for some time Is this how I want to spend my days? Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia Try to find some peace to destroy These are my sins, I'm heading to fall Never understood though I accepted All the weakness that I discover You gave me a place to hide and lost the key Drowned my head just to see it sink (to the bottom) Spent some quality time with the demon of mine He said "I like the way you struggle but you know I'm gonna win" Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me