Fuckin' pissed off, man, gary's my best friend and he kinda turned his back on me, he fuckin' bailed Dennis actually sat down, was like, you don't want this album to be about Danny Danny's in the past now, you need to move on You need to look forward to your future and I was like, you're right, you're right and, um I sat down and, and, I re-wrote most of, most of the record with Dennis So here we fucking go You're going down, you're on your own Blow your o-o-o-o-wn This hate is endless Tonight I think I'll cross the line I'll cross the fucking line I'll cross the fucking li-i-i-ine The hate is relentless Go Here we go Down Down this hole I've lost control Save me Go Here we go Down Down this hole I've lost control Save me Picking up, picking up Another life Waking up, waking up From all the lies Sometimes it ends, sometimes you fall Crossing out the man that I've become I'm standing tall Stronger than I ever did before Against them all I know that you have locked me in your eyes I can't resist it The target on your chest is all that I can see Fight me now It's not over No, no, no, it's not over Pick me up off the ground just once more So on I go, on I go But never alone Sometimes it ends Sometimes you fall Crossing out the man that I've become I'm standing tall Stronger than I ever did before Against them all Now it's my turn to drag you through this hell Through this hell I won't forgive I won't let go of what you've done Oh Woke up alone So sick of this game I've spent too many years in this house of pain If you can't find the words, read between the lines So take it or leave it to me So take it or leave it to me from here this time Ah, it was hard to sort of, switch off, 'cause I was still angry inside, but I just, I mean, then again, it might be something about that not pursuing 'Cause, being a musician and an artist, I write about what's fueling, what I'm feeling at the time But, a lot of how I'm feeling is excitement, and I am happy And I am extremely grateful to still be going, so I just have to concentrate more of that, sort of like, for the new record Then, you know, use my energy in hindsight, in a negative way Which it completely would have been, had Dennis not called me out and said stop being a pussy Which is cool