So I let go, lose control Holding on to something That I know I can't control And I could not have it any other way Restless anxious is all I've known Defenseless against this This changes in my soul What was once reluctance soon becomes the will to grow

I'll shake my fist up to the sky Just keeping my dreams alive I'm one part saint and two part sinner, And the last part is still on the line If I only knew what I know Grown from a seed of hope I've never known Been raised by the surroundings of a home

Say that you don't want me Say that you don't need me Tell me I'm the fool Tell me you've been tortured Tell me you've been beaten And what I've done to you Matter what's true Even if it doesn't matter

We live, we love, we lie Hello, hello Is this a place that I call home To find what I've become Walk along the path unknown Deep in the dark I don't need the light There's a ghost inside me It all belongs to the other side (We live, we love, we lie)

A time for holding hands together A time for rainbow-colored weather A time for make believe That we've been dreaming of As time goes drifting by But all my friends Whatever sky above I've known a time for spring A time for fall

You should've said no You should've gone home You should've thought twice before you let it all go You should've known that word like what you did with her Would get back to me (get back to me) And I should've been there In the back of your mind I

Tell me I'm the fool Say that you don't want me, say that you don't need me Tell me you've been tortured, tell me you've been beaten What I've done to you Even if it doesn't matter Doesn't matter what's true I know I've done wrong and I paid for it Just

The unknown now U-unknown, u-unknown Suddenly it's all real Suddenly it's all you feel What is it you want to love You're free now, somehow You're free now You're all you have to give Soul lover, which way have you moved?

So I dub thee unforgiven What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Won't see what might have been

You don't know what I'm feeling Into your own All 'cause you won't listen Listen, I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home, in my own home And I've tried and tried To say what's on my mind Well, you should have known