You wanted to play the coldness follows This isn't a game your life I'll swallow You wanted to play but I already won 1 I love hurting you 2 I love your pain 4 is for the torture and 5 is for the shame 'Cause ever time you want it I get off on this game

Standing out in the rain Need to know if it's over Cause I would leave you alone Flooded with all this pain Knowing that I'll never hold her Like I did before the storm I know this isn't what I wanted I never thought it'd come this far Just thinking back

This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready Just consider me your friend I am until the end Can I guarantee you life? I don't think I can I am your spoken truth

Count up that money we sexing in Never knew I'd do you so right Never knew it was worth the sacrifice Never felt this feeling so fast But fucking around with me is dangerous The lines are blurry now, this isn't lust But you like it (but you like it) And

Wish I could put a spell on you, Wish I could make you feel like I do, Wouldn't that be sweet so magical, Wish I could blink and wave a wand, Get everything that I ever wanted, And put a spell on you, And make it all come true, This isn't the end of us

In this burning house I've been sleepwalking Trying to take what's lost and broke And make it right Too close to the fire But it's the only place that I can hold you tight Love isn't all that it seems I did you wrong I'll stay here with you

You must love me Deep in my heart, I'm concealing Things that I'm longing to say Scared to confess, what I'm feeling Frightened you'll slip away Where do we go from here? This isn't where we intended to be We had it all, you believed in me I believed in

River of no return You'll never get my mind right Like two ships passing in the night Want the same thing where we lay A different way from where I'm going Oh, its you again listen this isn't a reunion So sorry if I turn my head Yours is a familiar face

It never ends This kills me to know We cannot learn The game isn't done I feel the crawling and haunting upon us until you listen Enough is enough Taking your essence and use it to strengthen their own flesh and blood Time watching as the sand flows

This isn't me, This isn't you, When it's just everything we do. Till you open up your eyes, And understand this isn't real. This is everything but true, Till we come to realize, It's what we put each other through.