Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces

How did you think I would feel How could you do this to me Won't let you hurt me again now I'm nothing to you, I can see Just walk away from me I'm torn up but I can't believe You sat and watched me bleed I am the waiting one it seems What should I do

My heart froze over I need to re-up, re-up Kick my feet up, feet up Pour another four in my one liter, liter Woah, the truth That I did it with another girl on Thursday after you All this shit we did up on your birthday Honestly, it's just to me another

Close enough to feel this moment Closer, closer Take another hit Just fake it 'til you feel it Open up and let me in I just wanna feel you Hey, all I really know is that I felt okay When I met you in April You were looking at me

A happy new year Are you okay? How long till next year? Three and half minutes I'm giving up my vices I'm going back, back to school Eviction or not This week's been so hot That long as I've got you I know I'll be cool

I said yeah, yeah Now come one come all to this tragic affair Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not If you look in the mirror and don't like what

And I'm thinking, just another breath. Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me When all the answers that I seek are around me Am I drowning, am I fading away, Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way Everything is so complex Everyday

I am, I am, I am I am that I am You cannot move I at all I said, I am that I am You can't move I at all I'm not in this world To live up to your expectations Neither are you here to live up to mine, yeah I don't owe no one

I don't want to feel the things that you do Wake me up inside So wake me when it's through Don't worry I'll be fine, I just don't want this dream Wake me up inside, tell me there's a reason, to take another step To get up off my knees and follow this

Don't try to blow out the sun for me baby I'm not asking for what I know can't be All that I ask is a kiss a day And I'll give you love that'll never go away Yes I will yes I will I wouldn't ask you to lift up This great big world little baby I'm not