(Chorus x2) I'm wearing thin wearing out becoming weak Holding hands with this rope she's my self-destructive Bleeding disease the things that makes it hard to breathe But if I shoved you far away This addict just starved again asphyxiated And now I see

That your bitch with me right now Starting to lose control, ah Ayy lil bitch, ayy lil bitch I know your bitch, I know your bitch 14, 14, baby, ayy Said I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know (I know) Yea, said I know, I know Shawty wanna blow my

Just like the cigarettes hurt I guess I'm never gonna learn Just like the whiskey burns, whoa wohoa I am rock and roll, living a life we can only dream of They said that self destruction I stopped below and for along My only home is the bottom of the

Controlling my feelings far too long They make me Forcing our darkest souls to unfold And pushing us into self destruction Visions of greed you wallow Make me dream your dreams Make me scream your screams Trying to please you far too long

You know you're lost when you feel transparent One foot in the open Ten feet ahead Build your own ladder And don't lie to yourself Secrets left above the grave (It's not for one to keep) You're all so self destructive

I'm on a roll No self control I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine Don't know what I want That's all that I've got And I'm picking scabs off my face I'm on a mission I made my decision To lead a path of self destruction

And I question myself again: what is it 'bout men? It's bricked up in my head, it's shoved under my bed My destructive side has grown a mile wide Understand once he was a family man So surely I would never, ever go through it first hand Emulate all the

Days turn blue to gray Self-destruction Make him function Crayons and clay Your self-destruction Thou have fathered Son and daughter

Indestructible On this rock I lie But I'm alive for good And I just free myself now From all what was wrong Break the unbreakable All the stars Fearlessly bright They call me out there

Raise the guns At every self made suspicion Build the bombs Corrupt policy's decision Our leaders preach if we disagree We're the traitors of society Burning is a fuse to destruction