I'm going big, suck my dick Too many niggas, not enough hoes And some of you niggas, acting like hoes I know a lot of people that smile in my face But talk behind my back every time I'm gone So when they call my number, I don't never pick up I don't owe

Baby when the lights go out I hear you calling (I hear you calling) And I can't get away In spite of all the consequence In spite of all my pride In spite of little things you said That hide me deep inside I believe your love

Pull me under Pull me under I'm not afraid Clouds roll by and I roll with them This world is spinning around me Every day sends future to past Every breath leaves me one less to my last All that I feel is honor and spite All I can do is to set it right

Wish I could get a little un-drunk so I could un-call you At five in the morning, I would un-fuck you But some things you can't undo I wish I could un-kiss the room full of strangers So I could un-spite you, un-lose my temper But somethings you can't

It's not all my fault again (I can't let go) In spite of you I'm lost again (I still fell down) It's time to show me why I'm fighting The status quo is not a punishment But now it feels like home Let's give all our hands Not again, not another excuse The

Cover your crystal eyes And feel the tones that tremble down your spine And let your colours bleed and blend with mine I know I'll wither so peel away the bark 'Cause nothing grows when it is dark In spite of all my fears, I can see it all so clear I see

Resolutions, baby they come and go Will I do any of these things? The answers probably no If there's one thing I must do, despite my greatest fears I'm gonna say to you, I felt all of these years I'm gonna tell you how I feel Next year, things are gonna

I'll turn it off In all my spite And the worst part is Before it gets any better We're headed for a cliff And in the free fall I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom I wanna know what it'd be like To find perfection in my pride

The contingencies of a day unravel my senses And now your distance is darkness My hope has been beset by your absence I decay from inside Underneath it all there is still life Despite it all there is still love

Like a swarm of flies colliding with a moving windshield So are our lives on this never-ending road I have left behind my mark only to be later washed away And was consumed with the allure despite the inevitable decay When did the road that I'm on become