If only, yeah If only I knew what my heart was telling me Don't know what I'm feeling Is this just a dream? If only I could read the signs in front of me I could find the way to who I'm meant to be I can't decide What's wrong, what's right

I married Isis on the fifth day of May But I could not hold on to her very long So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong I came to a high place of darkness and light Dividing line ran through

Let's talk it over one more time Oh come back baby, yeah yeah Oh come back, baby Oh mama please dont go, yeah Cause the way I love you Child you'll never know Well I admit, baby That I was wrong

I am what I am A family man Mother, father, brother Walk down this road When the road gets rough I fall down In the cool of the night Don't know what's wrong But I do know what's right

Either die or go to jail that's a hell of decision But I'm wrong and I know it my excuses unimportant I'm just trying to let you know that I ain't think I had a choice, for real Hey, the price of fame cost to much (yeah boy) Like these niggas talk to

But I can't find the words to tell you I don't wanna be alone, But now I feel like I don't know you Please don't get me wrong Because I'll never let this go, Maybe if my heart stops Beating it won't hurt this much And never will I have to Answer again to

Don't wanna prove you wrong but shit you leave me with no option, yeah yeah Baby wanna get in this S-Class, little mama she just wanna go fast You know baby you don't get a free pass, so I told her: ass, gas or grass Rolex with the diamonds keep me

I tried to numb the pain But I can't get away Hiding behind this disguise The games I had to play The hell I had to pay Don't know where it went wrong But my love for this is gone Everything comes with a price Feels like I'm running in place

And we got everybody singing Whoa whoa oh whoa whoa oh I've hoped for change There's something wrong 'Cause everybody knows Were doing fine And I'll confess That I can be a little selfish Yeah I'll admit

I say it once You say it twice You know I like a little competition from time to time You think I'm wrong when I know I'm right You lose this ain't no kind of competition I like a man with ambition For when you gonna know it's time to let go 'Cause I