Lose my mind So I can't lose And I might lose And the strangest things have been happening to me, oh The ghost inside my head, it never sleeps It just rearranges thoughts and leaves me numb for weeks But I'm okay, yeah I feel fine Because I know there's

I could hold you so close and never let you in I learned from the start that all I had was me I am as one, the father and the son Alone among numbers Scream back at the thunder I could feel you in my bones and never really feel a thing You can’t climb

Why do I feel so numb Is it something to do with where I come from Should this be fight or flight Helpless hysteria A false sense of urgency Trapped in my phobia Possessed by anxiety Run, try to hide Overwhelmed by this

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow I'm tired of being what you want me to be Become so tired, so much more aware By becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Every

Welcome to the family When our thoughts are so numb And our feelings unsure We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find I've lost my mind Hey kid (hey kid) You can't win this fight But you can't win this fight

And now I'm just numb Because they took our love and they filled it up Filled it up with novocaine and now I'm just numb So don't stop, don't stop 'till your heart goes numb I don't feel a thing for you Singing I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare

Makes me feel like I'm a modern man In line for a number but you don't understand Like a modern man And the people behind me, they can't understand In my dream I was almost there But we're wasted And that's why we're still waiting So I wait my turn, I'm

Can't stand your present job, afraid of getting fired Depressed? Staring at the0late night tube You could call that number But you'd just get someone just like you Well, I feel that way too Just the same as you Like it's getting worse before it's getting

I waste my time whenever I like I'm feelin ok with my whiskey hangover 'cause I walk dead or alive With my whiskey hangover Oh yeah yeah O what if I never wanna be sober? So what if I wanna be numb all the time? I can't justify why I'd wanna go slower

I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should Where is the real me? They must have left I’m lost and it kills me inside When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?