I feel numb Too much is not enough Don't project Don't connect Don't expect

I could hold you so close and never let you in I learned from the start that all I had was me I am as one, the father and the son Alone among numbers Scream back at the thunder I could feel you in my bones and never really feel a thing You can’t climb

I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should Where is the real me? They must have left I’m lost and it kills me inside When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow I'm tired of being what you want me to be Become so tired, so much more aware By becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Every

Lose my mind So I can't lose And I might lose And the strangest things have been happening to me, oh The ghost inside my head, it never sleeps It just rearranges thoughts and leaves me numb for weeks But I'm okay, yeah I feel fine Because I know there's

And now I'm just numb Because they took our love and they filled it up Filled it up with novocaine and now I'm just numb So don't stop, don't stop 'till your heart goes numb I don't feel a thing for you Singing I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare

I am so freakin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate (medicate) Why oh why can't you just fix me? When all I want's to feel numb But the medication's all done Why oh why does God hate me? I guess I'll sit around and medicate

I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I know you so well, so well I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl, just

But you don't know how Sometimes I feel like I'm almost gone No no no no But you'll come out alright (Yeah) I know it seems there's no end in sight (Yeah) But it doesn't mean you can't put up a fight Sometimes I feel like a motherless child It's that

I breathe you in Now that I breathe in I feel a fire burning underneath my skin I feel a freedom from this hopelessness within Why do I got to learn the hard way Why do I got to burn my bridges down Now that I feel so numb Can’t I just be me for fuck’s