Is it just smoke and mirrors? I want to believe All I believe, Is it a dream? That comes crashing down on me? All that I own But all that I own This is my word heart breaker, gatekeeper I'm feeling far away, I'm feeling right there This is my word, this

The hating, it's pulled inside of me They're trying to test my sanity And they're ripping the child within me Scolding the hand that keeps me fed That keeps me fed I feel it all come crashing down on me I feel alone and torn apart I wasted time to let it