I am not the boy next door I don't belong like I did before Nothin' ever seems like it used to be You can have your dreams, but you can't have me I can't go back there anymore 'Cause I am not the boy next door Comin' home used to feel so good I'm a

On that blue ocean floor If my red eyes don't see you anymore And I can't hear you through the white noise Just send your heartbeat I'll go to the blue ocean floor Where they find us no more Under the water you scream so loud but the silence surrounds

Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave

If you want me Are you really here Or am I dreaming I can't tell dreams from truth For it's been so long Since I have seen you I can hardly remember your face anymore When I get really lonely

Lookin' for to make some sense out of nothin' Lookin' for the hunger to hang on Lookin' for to know if you're really worth it Lookin' for a reason not to be gone Your signs are fadin', Baby I can't read 'em anymore Can't you see where I'm standin', Baby

Can't explain, what's come over me (come over me) So hard to see your side. Can't explain, why it's so hard for me, I'm growing so distant Nothing makes sense to me anymore I'm learning to resist Becoming more than you ever were Projecting all my anger I

It's a contradiction Can you feel I'm not like you anymore I can't see, I can't breathe See you quiver like the dogs on the streets Looking down on as I beat you It's bad religion, from a broken nation And I can't take it anymore Who's to say I won't

Lo-o-o-o, lo-o-o-o-ove You got the lovin' that I need I'm missin' my love, love, love Oh and I can't wait to see her Your love made me a believer And I won't fight these feelings anymore I can't get enough of your love That love, love, love

Did you hide yourself away? I can't see you anymore Did you eclipse another day? I used to wake up to the color of your soul Are you living through the ghost? Did you finally find a place Above the shadows so the world will never know? Everything that

I don't know you anymore Supposed to be the man That I live my life by We both know what it is And your attitude become a bore And I'm so tired I cant even cry If you were like all other men I can see you ahead of me But I'm not always forward thinkin'