I'm so dumb, I'm so dumb, For thinkin' you could love me, Your so numb, your so numb, You can't feel it so it's easy, Our love's still here, But your not there, You broke my heart, you don't care For thinking you could love me. They say forgive and

No hearts, no love no kumbaya yeah When you put the work in man it shows Straight up out the ashes then I rose I done hit a all time low Been at a stand-still and had to go go go Man they out here on a scheme like la-la-la Breaking promises you need like

Somewhere in time Love never goes You'll always be inside of me And I know when love is true It's always with you I came to realize We met on timeless hills And in the evening mist we kissed And time stood still

I think I'm still turning out You say I turned out fine I'm a little kid, and so are you Don't you go and grow up before I do I'm a little kid with so much doubt Do you want to be there to see how I turn out? But I'm confused Am I ready for love? Or

I'm there in the water Still looking for ya Can't you see, can't you see If I was not myself And you were someone else I'd say so much to you And I would tell the truth Cause I can hardly breathe When your hands let go of me

Pay attention to the cracked streets And the broken homes Some call it slums Some call it nice I want to take you through A wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise Dear mother It makes me wonder why I'm still here

While you sleep in earthly delight Someone's flesh is rotting tonight Like no other to you What you have done you can not undo Still your soul will suffer this plight You have never stood this close to where you want to be You have always waded in the

Now I'm on the outside, oh oh I'll show you what it feels like We did everything right Now I'm on the outside Yourself was never enough for me Gotta be so strong There's a power in what you do Look at what you've done Stand still, falling away from me

Yeah, I'm here and still getting it More food more love, still getting it Beggar time, rap at night Best, still getting it, getting it Sign on the best, still getting it Beggar five, rapping like, thanks still getting it Damn it, sign like the best,

But still I find you there I'm far from good, it's true But still I find you But still you, still you want me Oh, I always let you down You're shattered on the ground And oh, stupid things I do Next to me (next to me)