And left so far out from the shore That I can't find my way back, my way anymore I won't be told anymore That I've been brought down in this storm No I won't be told anymore That I've been brought back in this storm

When will I find my way home? As I tear my flesh from bone Will you hear nothing I say As the tide just sweeps and sways As the anchors that bind me Just rust and decay As I scream out to the sky I have so many anchors That I know to be mine

You'll find out that the deepest cut is the first time (Ooh) The first times always cut the deepest Going on, my first impression, I recall you wearing white There was something sweet in the air, babe, that summer night There will always be another time

Your heaven's trying everything To break me down 'Cause it's almost like And I can't seem to find my way home To keep me out Your heavens trying everything Another day in this carnival of souls Another nights ends, end as quickly as it goes The memories

I'm running out of patience to be fucking with this now You better believe me when I say this now I'm packing up my nightmares and I'll be on my way You better find me some time when you have more to say

I wish that we could do it all again I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone by myself You've got to find out where you belong again So many times I said it was forever Said our love would always be true Somethin' in my heart always knew I'd be lying

Lay it all on me now Your love's always finding me out Who am I kidding? Will you lay it all on me now? Write it on a piece of paper, honey Put it in my coat before I go Everything starts at your skin, so new If all my defenses come down, oh baby

I don't mind (Read the writing on the wall) (Tortured voices as we crawl) Find me on my better days To lose it once again Mother cries But I seem to find out better ways To consciously pretend Lost the meaning of our stay

We're like sun and rainy weather Sometimes we're a hit together Gloomy moods and inspiration We're a funny combination I don't think I'm different or in any way unique Think about yourself for a minute And you'll find the answer in it Everyone's a freak

And set this circus down And we go rolling down this highway Chasing all our crazy dreams I've gone your way and you've gone my way And everywhere in between One of these days we'll find a piece of ground Just outside of some sleepy little town Sometimes