Oh, the past it wanted me dead Oh, the past tormented me Oh, the past it haunted me But the battle was lost 'Cause I'm still here I'm lighting the long way home Oh, the past it's hauntin' me I'm fighting my ego Lost youth, where did we go wrong?

But I don't know just where to begin The way I've been treated by my so called friends They're the greatest thing in the world Yes, I want to write a letter Yes, I want to write a letter, people Well, I tell you, it's a sin, people Yes, if I got a dollar

They say, "stay in your lane, boy, lane, boy" But we go where we want to They think this thing is a highway, highway But will they be alive tomorrow? They think this thing is a highway If it was our way, we'd have a tempo change every other time change

Yeah, layin' in her underwear I just wanted you to notice me Tryin to see what’s under there I don’t wanna ruin it But you got me excited I just wanna stop and stare Wanna see where this could go But I can see just where this is goin' For who I am

If you don't want to, then you don't have to believe me But I, won't be there when you go down You're on your own now, believe me You're on your own now believe me I guess that this is where we've come to Just so you know now Whatever happens to you,

Oh, anything I want he gives it to me Anything I want he gives it, but not for free It's hateful And it's paid for and I'm so grateful to be nowhere Well, I got a friend who's a man The man who keeps me from the lonely, the only He gives me what I need

Better find this all And I found out where it's all at And I want it all Forgot it all Crafty friends where'd they all go Try and find but no one ever knows You fall down makes you want to stay Who the hell would want to anyway Well I'm leaving

But that would be too easy, love And I don't want no easy love I could be with someone, making me happy I could put my phone down Just pick up my keys I could let you go and we could let it be I'd have it no other way I could be somewhere, chilling on a

You're always on my mind And I never minded being on my own Then something broke in me and I wanted to go home To be where you are But even closer to you, you seem so very far And now I'm reaching out with every note I sing And I hope it gets to you on

I can feel it in the air, I can feel it in the air I'ma savage to these niggas but to her I'm gentle Everywhere we go we clean She want me to quit that lean Baby I can't quit that lean Put a ring around Codeine Now first of all where I'm supposed to