It's dark, it's cold, my mind is not my home It's dark, it's cold, my mind is not my home It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane Give me more time When did I cross the line? I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason How am I standing here, how am I standing here What is the message What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Sickness and business don't mix as well as you'd think Freedom and wisdom, I need you to keep me clean Give me new life This noose is getting way to tight I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason But I'm still standing here, but I'm still standing here What is the message What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Relapse, relapsing, relapse, relapsing Detox, detoxing, detox, detoxing I've gotta be better than this What is the message What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Relapse, relapsing, relapse, relapsing Detox, detoxing, detox, detoxing