A thousand times, too many times I've fallen back out of place from a dream The bright sunlight, a rude awakening Like I'm seeing the colors leave the brush for the wall That's when, into I reach into memories I long to relive those times Those younger days If only time would stop, stand still Maybe I could see myself What I've become, it's sickening, this isn't me No turning back now No turning around I'm disappearing into my dream I'm vanishing into the air Liberation, I'm free from all of this Now I must go, now I must go, dissipate into the lights