Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath Feeling like I'm walking my last steps Look at all of these tears I've wept Look at all the promises that I've kept I put my heart into your hands Here's my soul to keep I let you in with all that I can You're not hard to reach And you've blessed me with the best gift That I've ever known You give me purpose Yeah, you've given me purpose Thinking my journey's come to an end, oh Sending out a farewell to my friends For inner peace Ask you to forgive me for my sins Oh would you please? I'm more than grateful for the time we spent My spirit's at ease I put my heart into your hands Learn the lessons you teach No matter when, wherever I am You're not hard to reach And you've given me the best gift That I've ever known You give me purpose everyday You give me purpose in every way Oh, you are my everything Oh, you are my everything I don't know if this is wrong Because someone else is telling me that it's wrong But I feel this so let me just like, try my best not to let this happen again We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions You can't be hard on yourself for these were the cards that you were given So you have to understand that these like That's not who you are You know you're trying to be the best you can be But that's all you can do If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself Give it all you got But if it ends up happening, it ends up happening That's what it's that's what's happening with me It's like, God I'm giving it all I got Sometimes I'm weak and I'm gonna do it And it's like I'm not giving myself grace I'm just like understanding, that's just how it is