Lately I don't wanna sleep (I don't wanna go to sleep) ‘Cause my life feel better than my dreams (my life is better than my dreams) I'm in Hollywood, I'm on the scene (I'm on the scene) But everything ain't what it seems Everybody gonna treat you different when you on (on, on) I just hope when they talk they remember my name when I'm gone (gone, gone) Cut my grass close, see the snakes (eh) Dunno how they can land on my face They want a piece, see stacking my cake (woah) I'ma disappear, won't leave a trace (woah) Girl, I'm calling your phone ‘Cause I'm poppin' the pills again (popping the pills again) Girl, I'm lying to you when I say I'll never lie again (you know I'ma lie again) I'm gettin' old, I'm scared I don't want the rockstar life to end And I'm livin' the shit that I write ‘cause it's hard to pretend My life will never be the same (ya, I won't be the same) But I'm scared I never gonna change (ya, I'll never change) I'm addicted to the money and fame (ya) I'm tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) I'm scared I'm never gonna change, ya (ya) I'm scared I'm never gonna change (ya) I'm addicted to the money and fame (you feel, ah) I'm tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) When they ask me if I'm good, I say "ya" but I'm not (not) My bro is still homeless and he's still cookin' on the pot (pot) He said, "I gotta get this money on the road" I hope he don't get caught (caught) Yeah I'ma keep it real, I'ma stay with my day-ones from the block (block) To all of my enemies, it's R.I.P Now I don't need to show I.D. 'cause I'm VIP Push start, don't start my car with a key Went from 8 balls, to a half, to a key I hated sellin' my beats Now I keep 'em all for me I've been going down the wrong path And I'm ignoring the signs (the signs) I'm having trouble organizing the thoughts in my mind (thoughts in my mind) Now time is money so you know I'm not wasting my time (time) If they pull me over, don't know what they gon' find My life will never be the same (ya, I won't be the same) But I'm scared I never gonna change (ya, I'll never change) I'm addicted to the money and fame (ya) I'm tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) I'm scared I'm never gonna change, ya (ya) I'm scared I'm never gonna change (ya) I'm addicted to the money and fame (you feel, ah) I'm tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) (Ya, ya, ya)