Gone, I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once, inside, all I hold is ash Fail, suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fuckin' right to hate you I can't take it! The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way To face everyday with this face, goodbye My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breath, I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlly every urge To mutilate, the one and only answer So much for memories I want to dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you, I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go, the ultimate irony My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me I'm always ready to die but you're killing me Killing me, killing me, killing me Killing me,