Give me purity, strength and affection Give me lust to ignite my devotion for life It's where beauty comes alive Can't you see I'm a slave to the darkness Cutting down And I know I have done this before As I stare into the wall And no it's time to let it shine 'Cause don't you know I'm addicted Massive addictive And suddenly I'm greatly affected Like burning fire inside My cyanide Scared of losing my mind Massive addictive I'm totally completely afflicted As I inspire the lie like a lullaby Crawling around in my mind Unremitting Demand of my hunger Time stands still As I am losing the grip of it all Like a thousand times before Give me antidotes Constant removers Make an instant deductive denial in vain 'Cause I always stay the same And now it's time to be reborn Although I know it's addictive It's massive destruction Combination of glory and hope A schematic affliction Of a feeling inside what I sworn