I am watching the rise And fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (it's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh make me bad All I do is look for you And when I fix you needed to Just to get some sort of attention, attention What does it mean to you For me, it's something I just do I want something I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh make me bad