I may not be as honest as I ought to be now When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me But it hit me and I cannot hold it in I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love What was really going on, does it really fucking matter? Baby is all you can ask me, ok, fair play here we go I've heard those words before Are you sure it was nothing Cause it made me feel like dying inside And I was insecure, but it's pure Didn't notice until I was in love for real And my feels gonna cross the line Just to find what your type is If only I could reach your mind Oh I'd be fine, I'd be normal Now's my time, gonna do it And suddenly I'm the phony one The only one with a problem True love it bringing it out of me The worst of me, and I know now Do you remember the time we were The time we were by the ocean I didn't care if it was day or night We were right where I wanted Girl I'm sorry, babe I'm really really sorry