I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy but now The more I try to push it I realize gonna let go of control Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen, Gonna let it happen, just let it happen It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out and no one's around it keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream tomorrow makes it better And wake up to the cold reality and not a thing is changed But it would be happen, gonna let it happen Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out and no one's around it keeps glowing It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out and no one's around it keeps glowing And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood of these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have the only thing I know that's keeping me alive Alive Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen Gonna let it happen, gonna let it happen It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out and no one's around it keeps glowing It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out and no one's around it keeps glowing