I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix the fence With my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends I won't leave a note for anyone to find Tomorrow they'll know what I've done here tonight The drastic steps I've taken Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me, so what the hell? I fought, and lied, I drank too much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's goodbye, I wish you well Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself Now who is that in my easy chair? Now wait a minute, that's the old me sitting there And I thank God, the devil in me died 'Cause I stand before you now a man changed and alive The drastic steps I've taken Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me, so what the hell? I fought, and lied, I drank too much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's goodbye, I wish you well Because I love you I had to kill myself. I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix that fence In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends