This is all I ever wanted All I ever thought I'd be It's the only place I truly feel As though I can be me But the way I arrived It was overnight I've been on my worst behaviour Been on my worst behaviour If only it ain't been like this Now I can hold my heart in a fist And all the voices leave I can finally put it on my sleeve Oh, if only they'd really seen it Maybe they would finally believe me When I say I've won And my father gets to see a son That he can feel proud of He can feel proud of He's proud of me This is all I ever wanted All I ever thought I'd be But the way that I behaved Could have seemed quite the contrary I felt all the lives They're out of sight I've been on my worst behaviour Been on my worst behaviour If only I ain't been like this Now I can hold my heart in a fist And all the voices leave I can finally put it on my sleeve Oh, if only they'd really seen it Maybe they would finally believe me When I say I've won And my mother gets to see a son That she can feel proud of She can feel proud of She's proud of me She's proud of me They're proud of me They're proud of me They're proud of me She's proud of me She's proud of She's proud of They're proud of They're proud of They're proud of me They're proud of me They're proud of me She's proud of They're proud of, whoa If only I ain't been like this Now I can hold my heart in a fist And all the voices leave I can finally put it on my sleeve Oh, if only they'd really seen it Maybe they would finally believe me When I say I've won And my family gets to see their That they can feel proud of They can feel proud of They can feel proud of They're proud of me