Oh my god If only he knew If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies We could've saved him They could've saved me But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind And I'll be damned if you're the death of me Blood and ink stain the walls Silently with bloodied knuckles I carry on Hoping it's not too wrong You said the nights were far too long Honey it's just the start of it Oh my god If only he knew Just stand up and scream The tainted clock is counting down You gave in to me Would you say the nights are far too long now The tears that stain my cheek must make me look weak I wear them proudly Just stand up and scream The tainted clock is counting down You gave in to me Would you say the nights are far too long now Your knife, my back, my gun, your head You need a doctor? baby?