It's funny how a morning turns a love to shame Disguised and disfigured and you thought I tasted like rain There's nothing here but a shadow nothin here Now you know Now you know Now you know Now you know There's nothin here but the shadow, and now you know I spit, I spit in the eye I tear, I tear out my heart and I scatter the bits I stay unseen by the light I stay untold by the truth I'm sold by a lie By this I am able in all of my travels To make these memories quit But tonight I clearly recall every little bit I can chew like a cannibal I can yell like a cat I even had you believing that I really really like it like that But there was never a moment Not a moment Now you know Now you know Now you know Now you know You ever got within a hundred million miles of my soul I spit, I spit in the eye I tear, I tear out my heart And I scatter the bits I stay unseen by the light I stay untold by the truth I'm sold by a lie By this I am able in all of my travels To make these memories quit But tonight I clearly recall every little bit You left open the window till the morning And the winter walked in Reality fired her wooden bullet Splintered under our skin They say I'm walking on freedom This is freedom Now I know Now I know Now I know Now I know I still don't blame you for leaving,baby It's cold living with ghosts I spit, I spit in the eye I tear, I tear out my heart and I scatter the bits I stay unseen by the light I stay untold by the truth I'm sold by a lie By this I am able in all of my travels To make these memories quit But tonight I clearly recall every little bit