Maybe you died 'cause everybody ask me where you at I try to channel you in hopes that I could stare you back But its like every intersection we just missed each otha' You got your fans waitin' tell me you ain't six feet unda' And tell me that you coming back that you just took a break Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge 'Cause it was you who talked me down from jumpin' off the ledge Your earrings bamboo, your long nails too Your B.M.W. every time you came through You was the braveheart You stole Wayne heart You never switched it up You played the same part But I needed to grow And I needed to know That there were some things inside of me that I need to show So I just deaded you Left you in all black But dear old Nicki Please call back You told me you'd come when I needed you And you said it so sweetly I believed you But I'm standing here calling I cant see you But I am holding you, holding you, holding you to that Yo, did I chase the glitz and glamor Money, fame and power 'Cause if so that will forever go down my lamest hour I shoulda kept you with me gettin' at them nameless cowards There was no match for you, couldn't defeat your prowess I had to make them changes, I hope you understood You see for every bad, I did a ton of good But you was underground, and I was mainstream I live the life now, that we would daydream My only wish is you come enjoy it with me Get on them conference calls, go meet the lawyers with me The money came yea, tripled and quadrupled it But I still miss us when we was on some stupid shit But its still fuck the media They ridiculed you, never believed in ya They just deaded you Left you in all black But dear old Nicki Please call back You told me you'd come when I needed you And you said it so sweetly I believe you But I'm standing here calling I cant see you But I am holding you, holding you, holding you to that And yes I'm holdin you, holdin' you, holdin' you Oh yes I'm holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you And yes I'm holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you To that And yes I'm holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you Oh yes I'm holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you And yes I'm holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you To that