Yes I'm your blessing ma Mama I know I know Sometimes I act crazy but I'm still your baby The projects made me like this you can't blame me Mama I'm still your baby but the streets corrupt me I'm sorry I fell in love with guns, I fell in love with thuggin' I'm cluthin', I keep that Colt .45 everyday like Tony Dungy I shoulda just listened to what you said but I don't really like instructions I don't be wantin' to hear nothing 'Cause I was lookin' up to my cousin They was in and out of jail, that was all I seen So I knew what I wanted to be as a youngin' Mama said she hate my stumblin' Why I gotta be so grumpy When it comes to anger don't rush it You gonna end up in a dungeon I hate my attitude but I love him 'Cause I don't really be with that fuck shit Mama I'm fried, I be just tryna vibe I don't really be tryna get impulsive Sittin' back sippin' on Hennessey Niggas tryna drain out my energy Ain't no bad vibe in these premises I can feel the vibe you envy me Tryna stay level-headed keep my head straight But the devil he don't want to see me go the better way Deep in my heart lookin' for the love I had My heart was gold but these dirty streets turned it black I was a good lil' nigga life turned me bad Can't show sympathy, I might get whacked On probation but I know I got to stay strap Went on a lick geek, I forgot my face mask Went on a lick geek, turn up on a nigga ass When they let me out VA, I had 30 stash Poppin' fraud 'cause this rap shit wasn't bringin' cash Always takin' care of my mama 'cause she all I had You would think the boy roller bladin' I done skated so much around ramifications I coulda got draft to the Patriots NFL, run up on me get deflated Drop some but I caught a lot of cases I don't rap, goin' up top on a safety I pray that y'all awake, could you save me? Lately, I been goin' back crazy Maybe if you be my lady I might stop all this ragin' Baby could you be my lady I just been sittin' here thinkin' Wonder could be my lady I be goin' through some phases I don't even know what phase is Everybody 'round me changin' I was just talkin' about this to my partna them I just gave a pussy ass hoe a compliment Thought she was a thot, I just start to like the bitch 9 dollar bill that ain't real she counterfeit My nigga I was so close to wifin' it I ain't brought it in, she's triflin' All along she was just a body bitch She a slimey bitch, she a grimey bitch She conniving, she a slumpey bitch Don't go out like that, she a nat Fall back Black she a nat Don't go out like that she a nat