If I had my way I would never go back With my back to the wall I just let myself fall Watch the daytime's turn black But now and again I find You cross my mind If I was a train I would never slow down With my head in the sky And the world going by Every nowhere town As I write one more letter to you I know I can't change the things that I do One day When you discover Just why I ran Ran away from you lover I know I'm to blame I feel so ashamed Call out your name After the rain What do you want me to do I've thrown away everything for you Well I've wasted my dreams Each day it seems I'm losing my way back to you It's time for a change What else can I do The clock ticking time I better make up my mind Is it me or is it you Yeah tonight as I'm losing control I will drink to the queen of my soul One day When you discover Just why I ran Ran away from you lover I know I'm to blame I feel so ashamed Call out your name After the rain