This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot

How long, must this feeling go on How long, must I stand the pain and Waiting for the night Every time I see you and I look into your eyes There's a feeling that I get And it's way down deep inside, girl I've been trying to hold on, but you say that

You now I see Keeping everything inside (with you) Even when I close my eyes I'm with you And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back The way I feel Was promised by your face

So what you gonna do about it Happy just to be in lust Never have to eat no dust Everybody talk about You're dyin' and you're screamin' inside Oh you're guilty way before you been tried It's crazy but you're diggin' it You feel it in the summertime blues

Somehow to believe In the choice I made Am I better off this way? I can hear the voice inside my head Saying you should be with me instead Every time I'm feeling down, I wonder What would it be like with you around? And I want, I need I was only a kid

I just throw you away. I tell my lies and I despise. Every second I'm with you. So I run away and you still stay. So what the fuck is with you. Your feelings I can't help but rape them. I'm sorry I don't feel the same. My heart inside is constantly

Shape by the clearest blue Like it always was Just another time we're caught inside Every open eye Holding on tightly to the sides Never quite learning why Whenever I feel it coming on You can be well aware If ever I try to push you away

Somehow to believe In the choice I made Am I better off this way? I can hear the voice inside my head Saying you should be with me instead Every time I'm feeling down, I wonder What would it be like with you around? And I want, I need I was only a kid

Can't understand You're beautiful, you're beautiful to me Don't ever say you never lost your way You're beautiful today And every day for the rest of your life For the rest of your life For the rest of your days You feel it inside in every way Where it

Somehow to believe In the choice I made Am I better off this way? I can hear the voice inside my head Saying you should be with me instead Every time I'm feeling down, I wonder What would it be like with you around? And I want, I need I was only a kid