Some friends will depart, some stay the same Some will fuel the anger, some heal the pain Some will help me up, some tear me down But what goes around comes around Talking to myself Pushing everyone away Is overcoming nothing And the thought remains the

This is every heavy drug, that's known at every level This is assault with deadly metal bumpin' heavy metal Do this for myself, of course my hood and every ghetto Paper pushin', paper petal, cuz I heavy petal It's is nigga flowin' through my blood and

Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away The sacrifice of hiding in a lie The sacrifice is never knowing Everything falls apart Even the people who never frown eventually break down Everything has to

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself You're pushing and pulling me down to you I'm saying something that I should have never thought But I don't know what I want No I don't know what I want Down to you But I don't know what I I'm saying