And if I tried, I still couldn't hide my love for you You ought to know, for haven't I told you so You went away and my heart went with you I speak your name in my every prayer and if there is some other way to prove that I love you You'll never know if

And the darkness turned to pain And never went away Until all that remained Was buried deep beneath the surface Until one day I stopped caring And began to forget why I longed to be so close And I disappeared into the darkness Is there ever really a

I've died one million times now I'm buried in the pavement. Lying face down, everything went black before I even closed my eyes And you will never know what hate is To feel your insides burn away and want to end your life to numb the fucking pain So let