I laid the night before me Unraveled the tangles of my heart All I felt was stale hallow air These streams of uncertainty They are collapsing upon my mind Torrents fill my veins until I burst With mistaken guilt and shame My battered bones Try to keep fighting Against the endless ocean of self defeat As time goes on Some months are yet to pass Puddles of ink Surround this tired chair All of my own sorrow has been spilled Into my reflection