You open up and what you gain is another hole Reaching out for a hand and I know The fear of losing all the trust that it craves And feel that parts of you are never coming back I used to think that life was ugly and a mess Well I was right but what else to do other than your best The meaning of it all you find within yourself I hold the key but where's the door I kick it in Whatever that I want I will get I'll take the beatings too and all the blame But father you're the one that I miss I'm thankful that I have our loved ones near