I may not be as honest as I ought to be now When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me But it hit me and I cannot hold it in I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love What was really going on, does it really fucking matter? Baby is all

That's why I really be smokin' and I really be drinkin' I be going through some things, you don't know what I've been thinkin' I woke up this morning, I had a boner I went to sleep last night with no bitch, nigga, I was a loner I be going through shit,

Now I’m nobody’s fool Don’t wanna be nobody’s fool It ain't no fun anymore Had the time of my life Before I could see What was really going on And what you really thought of me Look at me now, eyes open wide Wiser today and driving away with my shattered

For a second, I was in control I had it once, I lost it though And all along the fire below would rise And I wish you could have let me know What's really going on below I've lost you now, you let met go but one last time Tell me you love me, if you