Hard to survive 'Cause even though we were young We had to stay strong No matter what we went through It was me and my crew And that's how it went When we were kids We were tryin' so hard Okay, I remember the days

That's the thoughts of a fool thinking out loud I had a love and it was all mine I drove her out, I must've been blind She loved me so, but I was untrue She's gone for good, what can I do? There's not a thing that I can say about her Except I don't know

Parasite lady Parasite eyes No need to cry She'll always be there trying to grab a hold She thought she knew me, but she didn't know That I was sad and wanted her to go I didn't want to have to get away I told her things I didn't want to say I need her

Stop that Train I'm a leaving... And it won't be too long Whether I'm right or wrong All my life I've been the lonely man Teachin people that don't overstand And even though I try my best I still don't find no happiness

Though I never pray God reigns today Let's be, let's be love And if I never stand on another corner trying hard to be a father If I never need again I'll find that sleep again Oh, once you crawl in, you never come back again Oh, and once you crawl in,

They won't appreciate your ambition, nah They'll just love everything that can come from it You see risk, I run with it, you run from it And that's the major difference Even though I made money to try and make a difference It never made me different It's

I can't stand what you put me through Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go I can't stand the sight of you Your life's a lie that you hide I can't stand, oh, the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify?

And I will try Try to hold you Even though love is going to kill me With my arms around your heart They came along and washed my soul so easy High above myself, but I could hear them anyway The wind is taking them away so feathery To show them all the

The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night Oh my god,

I'm tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) My life will never be the same (ya, I won't be the same) But I'm scared I never gonna change (ya, I'll never change) I'm addicted to the money and fame (ya) I'm scared I'm never gonna change, ya (ya) I'm