This is my mistake Let me make it good I raised the wall and I will be the one to knock it down It's amazing what devices you can sympathize (empathize) You fill in the mortar I sit at my table and wage war on myself It seems like it's all, it's all for

'Cause I worry about you the whole night If you're home I just hope that you're sober Is it time to let go now you're older? Don't leave me this way, I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside Don't repeat my mistakes, I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside

I just wonder Do you ever Think of me anymore I'll leave you alone for good, I promise Maybe this decision was a mistake You probably don't care what I have to say But it's been heavy on my mind for months now Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space

I'm bound to kill by the murderer's pact Coercion and threats Made their demands Held the past over my head One mistake has made me their tool Blackmailing a means to the end, I'm forced into the pact Is this what I am?

Got to keep it goin', got to keep my head up, uh I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes But if you can't take me at my worst You don't deserve me at my best This song's for anybody I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared I got to keep it goin',

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation Obedience subservience leads to substance Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me

Own my mistakes Not just pass off all the blame I'd just be better now With someone else Next time, I wont suffer this kind of pain If you were here, we could figure this out Then I wouldn't be bitter If I had one call to make I would dial yesterday and

I let you down, I let you down I made waves, and I'm ashamed This all for you I let you down, I messed around 'Cause I'm a fool I made waves, my mistakes, yeah The cold in my bones I feel it in any weather Ghosts in my home

When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan? As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression The ghost of Mandela, hope my flows they propel it Let these words be your earth and moon you consume every message And with that being said my nigga,

This is the world that we live in Well maybe I was mistaken Bless your body, bless your soul This is world that we live in I feel myself get tired I heard a rumor that you quit this day and age Pray for peace and self control I gotta believe it's worth