That’s a long way here All the green and all the gold The hurt you hide The foolish pride Up on Cedarwood, Cedarwood Road I was running down the road The fear was all I knew I was looking for a soul that’s real

My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I... I just needed to realign Decisions made from desperation No way to go Internal instincts craving isolation For me to grow Fell in a river of illusion

Toys, toys, toys in the attic Voices scream Nothing's seen Real's a dream Leaving the things that are real behind Leaving the things that you love from mind All of the things that you learned from fears Nothing is left for the years In the attic lights

Yes, fools rush in where angels fear to tread And so I come to you, my love, my heart above my head Yes, when we met, I felt my life begin Hear the song of a fool How the fool broke a rule Is he really a fool? Though I see the danger there If there's a

(to) give me truth to my conviction Reality or fiction Am I out of my mind? And just for one day I wish I could disappear There's no solution Is my own confusion Maybe nothing else will ever be so clear Well maybe that's only my fear Just take me far

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

Put my fears behind Before I fall The cold is real, now that I know I know that I can find The meaning of it all I know you bleed for me A journey with open eyes From darkness to light The scars I feel, but I won't let go (won't let go)

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

The elusive mystery Determined by the stars The fear is real The truth is real The stigma is valid, truth and fear It will set us free It took my Pa I stand in deliverance

The world is mine, I believe in the wonder, I've lost my fear to what appears, I do my best, You take the price and realise, That's in your eyes, I believe this new life took in, Like a God that I'm under,