We lose control I am fading I feel I am losing myself Wishing I could be someone I'm not I know somewhere there's a mirror that can show me who I am Because I will never know Constantly bending Engulfed by my history

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface This lack of self control I fear is never ending To find myself again My walls are closing in

You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke! I'll never live like you! You started a war, now! Will you ever wrap your head around this Sin does not define us Sin will never control us Pick it up! Pick it up, yeah! Oh! This is not the way life is supposed to