The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day And it's mine Should be banned It's day that I can't stand Shouldn't exist It's day that Ill never miss And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I wanna die with you

Can't hold you close when you're not with me You're somebody's love, you'll never be mine Making believe that I'll spend my lifetime Making believe that you still love me It's leaving me alone and so blue I'll always dream, still I'll never own you

My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I try different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I can't believe I'm trippin'

Pac was like Jesus, Nas wrote the Bible No I.D. my mentor now let the story begin Now what you're 'bout to hear's a tale of glory and sin Long live the idols, may they never be your rivals I can't believe I let Nas down Freedom or jail, clips inserted A

I just throw you away. I tell my lies and I despise. Every second I'm with you. So I run away and you still stay. So what the fuck is with you. Your feelings I can't help but rape them. I'm sorry I don't feel the same. My heart inside is constantly

I ain't gon' lie I got money and the power Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah the famous life it'll eat you up alive It's a game and I put my feelings to the side Times up I check my watch every hour All of my diamonds they blind them I can't fuck her she a minor

And oh my God, I can't believe it I've never been this far away from home It don't matter to me 'Cause all I wanted to be Somewhere more familiar Was a million miles from here Time on your side that will never end The most beautiful thing you can ever

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be. Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be. Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried, Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe. So I see

Someone will love you Sorry to my unknown lover But someone isn't me Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really Starts to fall in love with me Sorry I could be so blind Didn't mean to leave you And all of the things that we had behind

If I could only kill a word Bend my body, break my bones Use staff and rod to turn me black and blue 'Cause you can't unhear, you can't unsay But if were up to me to change I'd turn lies and hate to love and truth If I could kill a word and watch it die