I'm always ready to die but you're killing me My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming Gone, I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me

I've been throwing stones, waiting by the river I've been on my own, praying like a sinner You've been gone too long, I'm waiting out the winter I've been on my knees, praying like, praying like a sinner And I never thought I'd live this life without

Go big or go home Go big or go I'm thinking life's too short, it's passing by So if I'm gonna go at all I'll sleep when I'm dead, you can bury me Don't feel like going home But all my cash is gone Yeah, I got nothing to do tonight

Please myself by living my life too How I feel about you All I want to do is please you Have absolutely no reflection on Just charge it to my account I hope I haven't gone over my limit With interest rates so swift No need to scream and shout

Don't want no high rise tombstone Gonna gather up my saints Don't wanna hear you fussing If it is or if it ain't My life needs no witness And my burden is my own You gotta answer to somebody If you didn't learn then you didn't read Gotta live with it

I never wanted and I never cared before In this vicious circle we are Brought back to life only to die (Take it back this is a new day) For tomorrow may fall And today is already gone I have seen my world change And then go back to where it came (Take it

Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on

Oh lord here I stand Suddely everything's gone For all Noldor From now on my life Is my gift to you Just lead my fate To the victory

Frantic disembowelment Frenzied hacking Morals lacking Life is gone before my eyes Intestines exposed By violent thrusts The innards removes Dissecting the guts

'Cause you are the only one All my senses come to life While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I Have ever been and I'll never leave again And all my friends have gone to find Another place to let their hearts collide Just promise me, you'll always be a