'Cause you gave me nothing to hold on to And I tried You're not my baby You're not my baby, But you gave me nothing that I could hold on to I reached out for your hand But you threw it all away I'm gonna make you understand That you threw it all away

You used to hold me You used to hold me me me me, yeah Knocked down everything I tried to do That sounds something like me holding you I've known this can make you understand Take my spirit from my open hand You know better than I do

Baby I have something that I want to ask you Baby so sit back and listen Hey beloved we are here, to joy each other hand and hand, no more playing house No, cause I want to make it real do you understand, to have and to hold Until death do us part no one

In your face Jealousy makes you nasty In your face! Yo-landi vi$$er! gooi! Bring it! Bam! you don't know who I am! I'm a phenomenon that you can never understand You don't know where I come from! you don't know where I hang! I fuck you when I slam with

'Cause you make me feel gorgeous You're so gorgeous Oh, so gorgeous I might be better off without you There's too many people all around you All these vultures that surround you They don't know a thing about you Nobody understands you You ain't nothing

The men don't know, but the little girls understand I'm a back door man C'mon, yeah, yeah, c'mon, yeah I am a, yeah, I'm a back door man Hey, all you people that tryin' to sleep I'm out to make it with my midnight dream, yeah 'Cause I'm a back door man

Don't you wish that you could be a fly on the wall A creepy little sneaky little fly on the wall All my precious secrets, yeah You'd know them all You always second guess, wonderin You don't understand what it is That makes me tick But you wish you did

Never mind all the things you heard about me You're never gonna understand it Every time that I've given you the truth It's never made a bit of difference Disappointment takes you Then the doubt, it breaks you It's enough to make you cry Always looking

Na, na, na you can't control it Understand one thing You can't control it If and when you drink From this vast ocean Mom forget to tuck you in Make you begin a war within your head One that you could never win Send in the troops, send insecurities

I gotta make you see You tell me that you're leaving And I'm trying to understand I had myself believing I could take it like a man But if you gotta go, then you gotta know That it's killing me And all the things I never seem to show Girl it's been so